i'm scared to feel like a freak to people and trying to make new friends
Sounds like anxiety, don’t let it get to you so hard my man!
I've been there bloodra. If you have it available to you, I would seriously recommend taking some time to get some therapy. It helped me gain some confidence in myself and feel less afraid to be myself around others. Maybe it can help you out too!
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